and I have returned

Sorry I havent posted in a couple days. I have been sick and still am but I will be fine I hope. Now back to my story. I left off telling you about when I went into the Air Force with a broken heart from Jason and still with a boyfriend Jamie. I went through Basic Training and didnt get to call home for a little while. It was not the easiest thing but I made it through. I went from Texas to Colorado for my Tech School and loved it there. I came home around Christmas time for my first leave. It was a hard time for me when I came home. I had so much to face and deal with and I was only home for about 10 days. I saw alot of my friends when I came home and of course I saw Jamie and I also got to see Jason. By this time, I had started to drink pretty heavy. We were able to drink at that time at 18. When we were able to go off the base, we would go and drink and almost got a tatoo one time. lol Anyway, I spent alot of my time home with a few people. I wont mention a couple of names but I had a few people upset that other people wanted to spend time with me. One person was alot older than me but there was nothing going on anyway. I will not forget the parties that my brothers and my family had for me while I was home. It was amazing. I saw Jamie almost every day that I was home but only got to see Jason for about have of the days. He didnt know that I was home at first but when he found out, he showed up without me knowing. Boy did he find me pretty drunk. Me and my brother were having a drinking contest, lol. Jason showed up on a snowmobile and it was night time out so not sure what time. I actually got on the snowmobile and went to his house with him. I was so drunk dont remember much of the night. Just laughing alot. By the way, my brother beat me drinking because I had to leave. New Years Eve came around and Jason had asked me to a party. Of course I went. He got stuck in the ditch coming to get me because it was not the greatest weather out but he got me there. I will never forget at midnight it seemed like all my dreams had come true, he kissed me and wouldnt let me go. At least I thought. I was young and saw what I wanted all along was right there. I never did go home that night. Just called my mom to let her know it was nasty outside and I would be home in the morning. Everything was perfect except that I had to leave in 2 days. It was hard the first time leaving but this time was worse. Yes, I had cheated on Jamie and didnt really care. I left and went back to Colorado. I only was there for a short time longer so nothing seemed to matter. While in Tech School I had met this guy and we were together all the time except when we went home. It was hard for me to get my orders but I was off to Louisiana. I couldnt be put in the dorm that I should have been put in so I was put in the SP dorm. Thats were I met my dear friend Velina and I also had met my first husband. Me and Velina became the drinking buddies. Let me tell you it was scary coming home from the bars at night with us plastered. Some nights I couldnt believe we made it home. Within a couple months, I found out I was pregnant. Quite the shocker to say the least. I ended up moving off base with my boyfriend at the time and we got married in July of that year. Come September, 3 am I got woke up by the military police coming to search my house for drugs. Seems that I didnt know him as well as I though and he had done some bad things before I met him and it all caught up to him. Lets just say, I wasnt happy. I didnt leave him but he did get discharged from the service. Patrick came along a little early, he was suppose to be a Christmas baby but I had him on the 13th of December. My husband almost missed it because that was the day he was discharged from the service while I was in the hospital in labor. My parents and sister came to see us at Easter time and it was wonderful. I stayed in for another year and a few months and my dad got sick here in NY so I got out to come back home and be here in case anything happened. It really wasnt too long and my husband couldnt handle living in NY anymore. I will continue more later and let u know what happened after we moved to NY.